Foxes and field mice
Wednesday, January 20, 2016 § Leave a comment
I read a book recently, it’s called The Most Good You Can Do, by Peter Singer, and it inspired me to do this.
Reading this book didn’t so much change my mind as it showed me the way further down a path I am walking or at least would like to be going down. My views on personal relationships (<< future linked post coming) are, one could suggest, somewhat radical. I want to extend this so as to make everything personal. Allow me to explain.
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I recently read another book (bear with me here) called Thing Explainer, by Randall Munroe, which I also very highly recommend. It’s all about how to talk about complicated things with simple words (I’ll complete this part in this style). But the small piece of smart thinking that I saw that made me go, “ah”, was a little thing in this books about the “shape checker” (lock).
Bear with me for this part, and if you find it boring or stupid, just skip to the next “–“. I will try to say what Randall said with different words, since I don’t have his book with me now: The thing that’s most interesting about shape checkers is not how they work, but what they mean.
This kind of machine, which include number checkers, other kinds of shape checkers, body-part checkers and talking checkers, try to tell whether a person is part of a group or not. These might be groups like group-that-has-the-right-metal-shape, group-that-knows-the-number, group-whose-body-part-or-talking-sound-the-checker-knows, and so on, and then it allows the person to open it depending on whether they are in the right group. This is something that is very normal for us everyday, but it’s only because we got used to the deeper idea of what it means to use a shape checker: if you are not in the group, we don’t trust you. If we did, there would be no reason to have any kind of checker at all. And I don’t like this.
As difficult as it sounds (and probably is) I would like to live in a world where there was no need for shape checkers. Where nobody would steal your hand computer or car or food-heating-radio-box, and where there would be no things that are so (valuable) or so (dangerous) that they must be kept away from people by using checkers.
I think the biggest problem that stops this from happening is that some people have a lot of stuff and some people have very little stuff, and they got into groups where the first (small) group is trying to get more stuff while keeping all their stuff, and the other (really big) group is saying “help! we don’t have enough stuff.” As if that weren’t enough injustice, at the same time, all this getting of stuff is making a kind of air that makes our world very hot, which is very bad if we want to live here for a long time, and it’s also making a lot of heavy metal and other bad things go to places they are not from (usually where the big group of people that don’t have enough stuff are), and making things get sick and die. This happens because we are either: only thinking of a our own small groups, so we can’t or don’t want to see big problems, or don’t think it’s our job to fix them, OR (in the big group of people with no stuff) we have to many of our own problems to think about the problems of the world.
Sometimes, people teach wrong things to people in their group or the other group to try to make things stay the way they are (which is not good).
I am very lucky that I was born into the group of people with stuff. I have more stuff than I will ever need, and I went to good schools and met good people and did a lot of things that taught me how to be smart, and I will probably continue to make and have more stuff than I can use. So I want to use this stuff (mostly the kind of stuff that we count using small pieces of square paper. you can give these papers to people in exchange for stuff) to make things better for the other group, and also to try to make the world we live on not get very hot and kill us. What I really mean, is that I don’t want to think or act like I am in another group. Until the group I am in looks like the group I am not in, I want how I treat people to be the same no matter what group they are or are not in.
It will mean I have less stuff, but I do really believe that I, and most people, can be just as happy with much less stuff than they have now. Peter Singer says something like this in his book, but he says it much better than I do. I found out that it’s possible and even easy for me to do this because I know to be happy and in my situation, it’s not that hard, at the heart of it. It’s not always easy for a lot of people to be happy, but if they learn how, they can do more good and feel more good at the same time.
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To get back to the doing good part, I won’t try to explain or summarise the contents of The Most Good, since Peter Singer is a far better writer than I am, but I will refer to it as necessary while I talk about the steps that I will plan and take. If you disagree with or are confused by anything, good job, your brain is working! This should probably happen since I am trying to condense 211 pages of occasionally complicated and unintuitive reasoning into a single blog post. Feel free to write me, or I also encourage you to get the book and read it yourself!
The first thing I want to do is a declaration. After that, I will write a more detailed specification.
I am going to:
1. Tell you how much money people pay or give me
2. Say how much of it I am going to spend on people-that-are-not-me
3. Talk about who is going to get this money (and what they will do with it)
4. Describe how I will implement everything, and,
5. what is my plan for the future
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1. Here is all the money flows that point towards me. I have to focus on the recent times, since I don’t have all the data from the past and I also have not been completely financially self-sufficient for very long.
– At my last job, I made €3200 before, equal to €2012.59 after tax, health insurance and social security contributions. This happened for a few months, before immigration issues dictated I stop work. I will probably have another job soon that will pay me a similar amount of money.
– I used to make €800 before, equal to €642.38 after, and I will also make donations for this time period
– Every year, there’s a little money-swapping ritual in my culture around Chinese New Year. I think I get about €1500 each time this happens but I will count it properly next time
– Every time I get a new income stream, I will add it to this list. For example, one day someone might pay me to play my wooden box with six metal lines and make sounds out of my mouth that make people move their body and feel happy (or sad) (or both).
Why did I just do this, since normally people do everything they can not to talk about these sorts of things? Well, simply put, I this we keep this more secret than we have to– I don’t really care or think it should be important, and if it makes someone uncomfortable to talk about it, they’re probably doing something of no merit (or even unethical) and getting paid unreasonably much to do it, OR they’re a a victim of such people, and doing something really difficult and getting paid unreasonably little to do it.
Also, the reason I am writing this at all is that I want to make it public knowledge, and maybe make you think about considering doing something like this too. Telling you stuff like this lets you know I’m serious.
2. I’m starting small, but plan to increase in the future. I think it’s easier to go forward than backward with things like these, and keeping the momentum in one direction is important.
– I am going to donate enough money to get down to 90% of my after-tax income.
Because I might not stay forever in Germany (where I currently am), I am going to write off the health insurance and social security contributions– that is, not to consider I will ever get any of them back. In the unlikely even that I stay long enough to, I will readjust my numbers to reflect this. In any case, I expect my donation fraction to increase in the future, so this is not a big issue to me.
This means I will keep €578.14 of my low income times and €1811.33 of my higher income times, and give the rest away. Effectively a 10% gift, but with a few details:
I’m going to make as much tax-deductible donation (so long as the tax-deductibility does not affect the effectiveness of the donation) as possible to get my after-tax income to the desired level.
Tax systems are basically black boxes, and I am many-parts untrusting of the German government to spend enough on the right or important things, and I am some-parts disapproving of the spending distribution of my taxes paid.
At first, I wrote a very lengthy paragraph here, but let me just cut it down to spending I don’t approve of. In principle, I don’t believe in regressive spending. This includes infrastructure that disproportionately benefits higher income people or special interests. Munich, for example, spends a lot on roads and allocates a lot of on-street parking, which are mostly used by car-owners. Public transportation is also too expensive, and does not, I believe, have the social benefits of energy efficiency, air quality, and traffic easing build into the price. I approve of none of this. Also, I don’t believe in any military spending.
I’m basically saying I don’t want to give the Germany government more of tax euros than I have to. I want to decide to the furthest extent possible where my tax dollars go. I do use infrastructure, and I think if I work within the tax-deductibility structure, my cost on society will not go unpaid, but really, I don’t trust The Man any more with my first single euro cent as I do with my last.
– I am going to donate half of the Chinese New Year money, but this might probably become all of it in the near future.
3. The Most Good You Can Do talks a lot about what makes an effective donation. This can be a very difficult question. Let’s start with what is good?. I’ll go a little fast here if you don’t mind.
I think a pretty good answer is, “what increases happiness and what decreases suffering” can be considered to be good. Quite often, these things go together, which I think is very fortunate. The next question is, where can we make the most happiness and get rid of the most suffering? The surprising (or unsurprising) answer is, “it’s probably not in a developed country.” This begs the clarification, how do I know how much good I’m doing? and the answer to that is that’s very difficult to know.
How much happiness to I get from going to a concert? How about to a museum? What if the museum was nicer? How does that compare to how much happiness I get from eating? What if the food is better? What if I’m hungrier? What if the food was really cheap? What if I was blind or had malaria every year?
There are two things at work here. One is that high up the list of needs (where I am) that it becomes very difficult to measure marginal utility. Our options are also much more expensive and complex in their use cases. On the other hand, when we deal with things like life expectancy or health, it’s often much more (but not completely) straightforward to measure efficiency. Unfortunately, the problems that you usually fix in these cases exist where healthcare is really, really bad. It is also, as a feature, really really cheap.
Here’s a couple of examples:
Aravind
Against Malaria Foundation
The staple of calculating the efficiency of a donation is the Quality-Adjusted-Life-Year (QALY). This is the monetary value of the burden of some kind of condition that affects both quality and length of life, and by that definition also the cost of an intervention that solves the problem. One QALY is equivalent to one year of healthy life.
Now, it starts to get fuzzy when we talk about non-health interventions, since we’ll be stabbing at vague and small numbers (how much would I benefit from a free subscription to a magazine? 0.01 QALY per year? you see how it gets weird). But what about education? That’s a legitimately effectual but also very difficult to calculate intervention.
I think it’s best to start with health and life expectancy. The most efficient work produces 34 QALYs (about the length of healthy adult live in most developing countries– it should shock you how little that is), for about $3000. If your impact is important to you, and you’re looking at less than this, it’s probably worth a good long think about.
Now you are probably thinking, but what about the arts? but who will pay for the museums?. Here’s what I think.
While there are people suffering in the world, I will not donate to any cause that does not help the most of them the most efficiently. I have my after-donation income that completely belongs to me, and I will go to museums and concerts, but I fix my priorities for the amount that I have set aside for the purpose of creating positive change for those who are unable to effect it themselves.
But what about the environment? I think most climate initiatives are fundamentally broken. I like a few of them, but I think the biggest thing they miss is that to fix the atmosphere, the cost of everything MUST INCREASE. Energy is way too cheap and this is the single reason why we use so much of it. Renewables cost more for the moment, and it doesn’t work to force divestment from coal and oil while keeping electricity and gasoline prices the same, driving the same amount, traveling as far, etc. Everybody wants the world to be saved but very few people are willing to change their behaviour for it.
I think that by improving life outcomes for the lowest income, least educated, most fertile part of the world, hopefully, we’ll have fewer people around and more people making more sensible demands for fixing the planet. Because we’ll all be in the same group (see group theory above). For the moment, I’ll try to fly as little as I can (I’m already a car-sharing, bike riding hippie so I don’t know how much further I can push this other edge of the envelope)
Why isn’t this my job? Well it used to be! But here’s the rub:
I wasn’t very effective. I could have been– if I’d studied more relevant things, got more relevant degrees, and so on. Coming in inexperienced and unqualified meant that I was kept to the shallow end of tasks I could take on. While I could be quite effective in the right job, the overhead to reach it was big, my chances slim, and I also burned out living in Ghana.
On the other hand, I am reasonably financially productive where I am now, and for the present arrangement of things, I produce much greater impact donating a fraction of my earnings than working in the industry of making impact.
4. I have decided to use Givewell to help me find the most effective initiative to donate to. I really want to get the most good for my euro, so I am going to give to the Against Malaria Foundation. I believe this represents as good as the highest efficiency for lives saved per $/€/£/¢, worldwide.
Each year, I will tally my donation amounts and send them off in the 1st week of January. Taxes happen in April, so I’ll have all my receipts by then. After that, I will write a report to this blog.
5. I realise that 10% doesn’t sound like a lot, and it’s not my final goal. There are of course people who donate much more than that. My number will go up, and here are some considerations:
– I need to know how much I can stably handle. I’ve been a little bit iterant for the last years of my life, and it’s nice to have a little bit of a safety net when moving jobs and countries.
– It’s just as important to give as to enjoy it. Making a sacrifice is not the point, and suffering to give is unsustainable and an unrealistic plan to do any kind of good. I’ll probe this boundary slowly.
I used 10% as a suggestion from the book, which does a few little income-breakdown exercises. I chose to use the model for someone earning roughly the same amount of money living in the Boston area, and adjust it a little bit, considering that my expenditures and tax rate and welfare allocation are a little different. I will reevaluate this on a regular basis, perhaps at each donation period, and with luck get to a higher number soon.
I realise that 10% doesn’t sound like a lot, but so few people in this world are doing even close to this, and so little of this money is actually going to somewhere it will make a difference. Hopefully, by doing what I reason to be effective, and talking about it, I can both do something and convince some people to do something to.
(talk to me, talk to people about this!)
The papoose has landed
Friday, October 23, 2015 § Leave a comment
Good day gentle reader, it’s me, sausage!*
And the news around town is that the times, they are a-changin.
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Climbing
I’m excited, and I hope you are too. Let’s see what’s to come. In the meantime, I wish you sunny days, good times and wild dreams.
Ride hard, live large, and be dangerous, it’s careful out there.
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*this is a corruption of a German Spruch. I promise you many more of these (:
Everything is made of cheese
Saturday, September 8, 2012 § Leave a comment
Since you last heard from me, I aged eleven months, got dengue fever, got robbed, my wife done left me, and she took the kids too.
I live in Accra now, in a distinctly different situation from last year’s. I work in an office in support of a small vegetable marketing project paid for by Swedes, I also contribute some to our main program as well. As sad as I am to have left wonderful Bolga for much less savoury Accra, living here affords me some priceless good things which, all in all, make it a better than fair trade.
In few words, whilst I was lonely in Bolga, I feel like I have a family now.
In conversation with a friend the other day, I mentioned a trip I will take soon to Cambridge and Vancouver to (as I said it) “see my family, and then see my biological family”. Perhaps I’ve disobeyed the dictionary definition of the word, but my usage reflects simply how I feel about people. Y’all are functionally my family, that’s why I’m coming to see you. 13th October, ya-hoo!!
Same here in Accra. I really really like the folks I’ve got to know and who I spend my time with. They are great people, and I’m getting super attached to them. I feel like they’re becoming my family, small small. I don’t want it to sound like my biological family ain’t my functional family too. They are, and I adore them. I just like having a big family, and lots of it. Okay, enough mushing.
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The nature of my work and life these days means that I have much fewer photographs of it to share. I get out to field sites less, and spend more time at a desk or on the phone. Even when I visit my project, I’m more of a supervisor or asset to the program staff rather than a worker or an implementer.
Well, it is what it is.
I’ll share with you a few shots I took on a site selection trip I took a while back:

Visiting some vegetable plots at the end of the airfield when this jet flew overhead, coming in to land

A good old fashioned Ghanaian shit truck
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Living in Accra also grants me access to a bunch of other fun things to do:
Photo: James R
I had the great honour and privilege to learn to sail from the beautiful and talented Sondy Springmann, who was in town for a brief 7-week stay.
Sailing is hard (also, fun!). Teaching sailing is harder. I definitely remember an instance where I was swerving the boat all over the place because I didn’t yet have the coordination to handle the sail and rudder at the same time. Sondy was guiding me while I fought the rudder in a hard turn, when her instructions stopped abruptly. I turned around to see her flying sideways out of the boat. Moments later, I was hurled out myself as the boat rolled sharply the other way and showed its keel to the sky. Thanks, Sondy, for your immense kindness and patience.
This was one of the most perfectest days I’ve had in recent memory. Remember the old Nor Easter times? Same joy. There I was sailing on the Volta estuary: perfect temperature, leaning out of a speeding sailboat over flat water, with nice breeze, sunshine through the clouds, surrounded by palm trees and in the company of some of the nicest and warmest people I know or have met at the absolutely brilliant one-and-only Ghana Sailing Club. Throw in some cold beers and a hot barbeque, and you got yourself a recipe for paradise right there.
I’ll omit the part where James and I capsized and half-sank an old, leaking Hobie cat and needed a rescue tow.
Photo: Sondy S
I’ve also been climbing a lot. In this picture, the right honourable James Regulinski, the lovely Danielle Knueppel and good ol’ yours truly crushing on the Bat Cave, T-Rex, and Kelly’s Corner/the Grand Deception respectively, from left to right. Okay, everyone crushes their routes except me. Kelly’s Corner sounds like a cute little bakery and cafe where the pastries are sweet and the coffee is strong, but it’s more like a medieval torture device or an extended camping trip with the in-laws. And that, my friends, is the grand deception.
Getting a couple of hours out of the city every weekend to a green green place with great views and even better company, climbing rocks and making jokes, does wonders for my sanity and general well-being. A nice side benefit is that I’m getting in some shape from pulling on rocks all the time. I don’t think I’ve ever before in my life developed so much excess strength or ability, and moved with so much…confidence? Not quite the word, but something like it.
— this next section is rambly, skip to the end if you’d like
I’ve been thinking a lot, recently, about money. Everything costs money. Well, lots of stuff does. Money helps you do things, it “gets you to where you wanna go”. Money’s good to have handy, but it also ain’t no good if you don’t spend it.
I’ve started to keep a loose track of my net worth with spread sheets and graphs, to see what the trends are. Nothing too obsessive, just a sample of each of my accounts once every two weeks. Fortunately, I find I’m net saving money since I got here. Unfortunately, I’ve been spending beyond my means for the last month or so.
I’m pretty sure I know the major offender in this case: a few thousand miles on aeroplanes. Of course, I ain’t complaining. This is money I’m gladly spending. It’s also money that’s made me reflect on, understand and get a better idea what’s important to me. The big picture. I’ve recently gained some wisdom about how money can buy happiness and I have some thoughts of my own to add. I’ve learned a ton of stuff from the rest of this blog, I highly recommend it.
Each day that passes, I realise more and more that I’m a(n extremely) social animal (an animal, certainly). Those who know me probably don’t think I’m particularly extroverted or outgoing, and they’d be right, I ain’t. But I’m definitely social, and I’ll define it thus: “I want and need to spend lots of time with people, especially excellent people, especially people I like and care about. How I feel, what I think about and what I do, and the basis for the decisions I make all depend very strongly on the people around me and who matter the most to me.” Community, family, so on.
So I’ve started to evaluate my expenditure based on whether and how it will improve my happiness, with the perspective gained from this key knowledge (how my money goes towards increasing the amount and/or quality of time I can spend with people and so on).
Sample evaluation of spending:
-Motorcycle (yes, I now ride a motorcycle): helps me see folks more frequently and easily: meet them places, call on them. Therefore, this is a good purchase. Admittedly, I quite like things that go fast on two wheels…and this motorcycle sure does go fast. The other great thing about motor vehicles in Ghana is that it’s pretty easy to re-sell, and they hold their value well.
-Climbing gear: helps me not bum climbing gear off my friends, or helps me bring friends climbing, also adds infrastructure and enables us to climb more and different things. Therefore, this is a good purchase. Admittedly, it’s nice to have toys again! I don’t own that much stuff in any case, and it’s a durable good, so not a constant expenditure.
-Going to restaurants nicer than I would usually: a chance to spend more time with dear friends. If I really have to put up with nice food for that, then I guess I have to live with that (: It’s probably not all that much money in the grand scheme of things.
-A few thousand miles on aeroplanes: helps get me to where my peeps are, helps me and folks get to somewhere where we are going to have an extremely opportune, well justified and legitimately bad ass awesome time this November (you’ll know who you are and where we’re going when you read this)
You get the picture. It seems pretty straightforward (to me at least), but I didn’t always think this way. Now that I do, it’s doing wonders for my conscience and peace of mind. I’m instinctively a very financially conservative person, so it was a real leap to take to start spending more than I make. I almost need a list of things-I-won’t-say-no-to.
Certainly, I won’t (can’t) spend more than I earn in the long run. All things considered, I’m quite risk averse with money and do save most –literally (and much) more than half!– of what precious little I make here. I’ll come out on top. And in any case, I still have significant savings, and I do have a few safety nets. I own a wee bit of stock…
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That’s all for now, folks. You might see more out of me, you might not. Writing takes time and energy and free space, but sometimes I also feel like I just have something I want to write down: to get it out and help me think it through, for posterity, you know, all that.
They’re two opposing pressures, the cost and the benefit, the can and the want, and every time one of them overcomes the other, you’ll see something go up here. And sometimes, it just comes: I basically wrote this in one take, where I usually do a few re-drafts and lots of editing.
Until next time, gentle reader…lost of love, yours truly, Jungle Boy, Sushi Roll, or whatever else you might know me as.
shooting from the hip in the dark
Sunday, October 30, 2011 § Leave a comment
Thick as a brick
Friday, September 30, 2011 § Leave a comment
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in this picture, Thomas, one of our friends, is learning to operate it so that he can run a business transporting stuff around the area, and we can collect data about his workings for a feasibility study for these machines in this area.
Tractor-trailer vehicles are really crazy in reverse, and require a whole new different kind of intuition. They’re still difficult, even after you’ve learned it. I have a lot of respect for truck drivers now.
This post didn’t have as many pictures as I’d like to have in it so…here’s one of the world’s coolest ladder! It belongs to my friend Francis.
Strange fruit
Saturday, September 3, 2011 § 1 Comment
2. Literally uncommon fruits.
In Ghana, I’ve had the opportunity to partake of a variety of different fruits I’d never tasted before.
We in the west most commonly eat the nut (seed) of the cashew. However, little known to most of us, the cashew tree also produces a large fruit (biologically not a true fruit — the true fruit contains the cashew nut) along with each cashew nut. Here’s what it looks like (the cashew nut is the little bean shaped thing hanging below the large cashew “apple”)
swinging
Friday, August 26, 2011 § Leave a comment
Dear readers,

to a place that looks like this (featured here is Francis, basically my favourite farmer ever).


Some interesting projects I’m working on are different systems of powered irrigation: one of the more promising avenues we’re looking to test is on-grid electric pumping.






















